Wow, all great comments, super topic. Darned apostates and their LOGIC!
i was raised in the religion by wolves, the youngest of 5.
At age 12 I wondered why we couldn't study science or medical books and be saved, why it had to be these particular books that would save our lives.
From then on I had a secret I never told anyone except my husband and only a few years ago: The concept of God's eternalness was too much for my head, I couldn't stand it, I couldn't really believe it. I had to force myself to not go insane from it from me youth on up. I believed though what I heard, that if I had doubts they were my prob to pray and forget about until another time, but it never went away.
As children of JWs we are taught to hate injustice, but tolerate it from mature friends and elders. Never could swallow that.